killing myself in front of you to change the trajectory of your life forever

hi, my name is lucio. i used to be around pretty frequently but shit happens i guess. dormancy sucks. but whatever. im known for having "trust issues" so if i dont talk to you it's me not you i promise. except it could be you. idfk. i do want friends though so im trying to work through that. send me pictures of cows if you see them though. also for someone so low energy i feel like this is funny but i produce shiki iseya. our gap.